a new leaf

i've just realised that all my posts are negative, so i'm going to write about my pengaleng holiday to turkey yay!
despite my tonsilitis, on the second day i was ready to face the sun
the incredibly hot sun, the average temp of the whole holiday i would have to estimate to be abooout 40 degrees if not hotter
so peng
now i thought, before i went that i wasn't reeeally going to enjoy it
for starters, i dont like turkish food. at all.
the only acception being the kebab van in town
but to my suprise, the turks do a mean chicken shish kebab and it was incrredibly yummy, yay!
SECONDLY, i didn't think that i could stand the heat.
during this holiday, i have learnt to bear the heat in aid of a tan
and i can tell you, my friends, it's so so worth it
also, when it got too hot, we just jumped into our private inifinity pool
so the heat wasn't too bad in the end

we had a faaablulous time and did cock all all week and it was crazily good
thoroughly enjoyed it!

now i think this post is a bit more posative than the last few, don't you?
ciao bella xo

NOT HAPPY

i think my body really really hates me
so, we arrive at the airport to go to turkey and im starting to feel a little bit crapola, but i decided to ignore it
obviously, a 8 hour journey to our villa in the middle of the night, is not going to help whatever it is thats making me feel shite
so we got to la villa at about 6 o clock on tuesday morn only to find my tonsils veryyyy big
AGAIN
not so much fun for me
but, we went to go and see a really lovely turkish lady doctor and she gave me some antibiotics and all was well after about 24 hours,
i was able to lie in the sun and get incredibly tanned (for once)
so i wasn't toooo annoyed cos i got 6 days of sun and swimming in
however,
as i've told you, my body hates me, and as SOON as we got to the airport at 2 am on next tuesday morning (my mother chose ridiculous flight times, i know) my ear starts hurting and as sooooon as you know it, the next day (today) we're at the doctors getting a prescription of codine for my ear infection
why?
this also means that i may not be able to have my tonsils removed on thursday as planned, and i can't quite figure out if that is a good thing or not
anyway
rant over
my family are having an indian to cheer me up
it better help cos the codine is doing fack all

ciao bella xo

oh lordy

i don't think i'm ever going to be able to drink again.
i have NEVER been so hungover in my whole entire life.
last night was fun don't get me wrong, but is it really worth it?
i feel like death.
DEATH.
and now i have to go and make sandwiches for the facking cricketers, who don't even APPRECIATE our teas.
jeeepers i just want to sleep for ever.
my stomach feels like im about to vom and my head is banging.
really detesting life right now.
i'll get over it soon
ciao bella xo

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feeling feline

this picture makes me want to by a mummy cat so i can produce these teeny tiny things.
most kittens hate me and if i was their parent then maybe they'd love me.
but that's not going to happen and it really is quite wrong in many ways.
seriously though, is this not the cutest thing you've ever seen?
adorrrrrrrable xo

strange happenings

today was odd. for a few reasons which i shall now list.

number one) i went swimming. i don't think i've gone swimming out of choice for about a billion years. let's just say i'm not the strongest swimmer ever. or we could just say that i only learnt how to swim properly this summer.

i'm fifteen.

people learn how to swim when they're, like, FOUR. oh dear at my life.

anyway me and molly went swimming out of choice to see her boyfriend george who is a lifeguard at hatfield swim.

very odd.

number two) after our swim, me and molly decided to go to subway and put on all the calories we had just lost. in subway we got approached by the strangest boy/man (i dont even know how old he was).

he came in and the first thing he was said was couldn't help but stop and come in to talk to us because we were looking so glam in the window.

i immediately assumed he was being dared to talk to us

but alas, no. he continued to sit and talk to us for another 10 minutes. not showing any sign of being made to do so.

i established after about 2 minutes that he probably did have mental problems and i felt slightly sorry for him.

but still! he was very odd.

the conversation, however, was really quite amusing. i, being the clever one out of the two of us, decided to ignore him as much as possible and continue eating my subway. but molly, on the other hand, decided he was friendly and had a great convo with him, FOR EXAMPLE:

wierd boy: what's that in your sub?

molly:subway melt

wierd boy:oh! melted cheese right? I LOVE MELTED CHEESE.

the two of them then went on to discuss their love of melted cheese.

riiiight.

number three)i got attacked by a naked three year old boy. fact is, this ISN'T out of the ordinary and living next door to molly with her younger swedish brothers, it's pretty much the norm. but the fact that it is quite nearly a daily thing makes it even more odd, does it not?

well that pretty much sums my day, and i think you'll all be happy to know, that this blog did actually come alot easier than the last.

bring on the next one!

ciao bella xo

this is a little bit mental

SO...

i've decided to join the crazy race of blogging after a few of my friends started and i got jealous.

i don't think these first feew posts are gonna be anything amaaazing but let me get into it. i might be able to make something happen.

it was my birthday yesterday.i think today i woke up feeling i should've been showered with gifts for it being my unbirthday. i wasn't.I just got the overwhelming feeling that it wasn't my birthday anymore and I now have to wait another 365 days to boss people around.

siiiigh.

this took me faaaaar too long to write.

i'm hoping this will come easier with time,

we will see.

ciao bella xo