round and round

nothing is happening
but then, if you look into it alot of things are happening, but it's all the same stuff over and over again i'm so bored of this!
literally stuck in this cycle. but really it's not that bad, i don't care much?
i've realised who i can pour my heart out to, and the people that i can tell everything to oh my god i've just realised how much i love you all
i took you for granted but you are all fucking amazing i couldn't be happier to be honest i'm sorry for being so rubbish in the past, even though i know none of you are going to read this.


exams are looming. i need to start revision but i just keep on putting it off more and more
i'll regret it in 5 months.

i haven't blogged in ages, there's nothing to say.
but i have also realised that i should only trust really few people and i need to stop getting myself into these stupid situations and trusting people that really really shouldn't be trusted
i'm too naive hahaha

i just dont understand

howww do you do this to me?! ohmygod. literally, one small thing that you do and my mood switches from happy to vexxxxx
and the thing is, i have the PERFECT opportunity to move on from you now, but now all i seem to be doing is comparing you. and nottthing seems to be as good.
but its not even good! it's shit
you're shit
gerjgkehk v4hwvbf9iu4wp

sooo angry at myself more than i'm annoyed at you
and the thing is, i KNOW that you're lying to me, i can so tell
so why can't i let go?!
sooo annoying


and also, don't you hate it when your "friends" stand you up @ the last minute.
WE'VE HAD THESE PLANS FOR LIKE OVER A WEEK. and now you're too busy too see me, after you've been telling me how important i am to you right now
i'm NOTHING but a good friend to you so why the fuck are you being such a bitchhh, this is like the 3rd time you've done this to me! and when i do it to you you won't talk to me for weeks.
so pathetic.


ohmygod i'm so angry
thankyou for letting me vent
goodbye.