oh hiya

long time no see
realised that blogger is a very easy way to vent even if no one is listening, i can just pretend

things that are happening actually really scare me, the prospect of if i don't work now, i'll fail my alevels, have to drop out and go to college. as tempting as that sounds, my whole life is in the hands of what i do now, to work or not to work - that is the question.
everything is mental i don't even know what is going on really. aalll i know is that there is a handful of real friends i have in my life right now, and if im being completely honest, bridgefoot is getting me through!

lotsa new tings are happening with me but i didnt realise there would be this many drawbacks one week in? howeverrr i get a feeling i'm in for the long haul so prepare yourself, fellow bloggers for beaucoup de feelings from this blog machine!

byesies