chilly willy

it's so cold

i want summer back, and no more snow please
i miss sitting on the green in town all daay in the sun and then the lakes at night without it being ridonkulously cold
i miss cricket and i miss sunbathing at lunchtimes
i miss not having to wear coat, hat, scarf and gloves every single minute of the day
i miss going to sleep with just one duvet and my legs hanging out of the bed
i miss summer and the sun

this isn't faair, this stupid lack of heat is just making everything so much worse
im so sick of everything being worse, i want things bettterr, how they used to be
but no, no no. obviously that can't/won't happen
i just cannot wait until this summer, it's the only thing pulling me throough

i've got all my mock results back and i got mostly Bs with a couple of As and 2 Cs
this isn't cool, and it's suddenly dawned on me; the ridiculous amount of work im gonna have to do if i want to live up to everyone's expectations of me and these fucking GCSEs
so much stress, and if i'm being honest at the moment i have fuck all motivations to do anything about it

oh welll, i'm sure it will be fine
i just need some sun
or a holiday