right

so
this weekend i've realised stuff
stuffstuffstuff
good stuff and bad stuff but still just stuff
i'm moving on, and i know it for reeeal this time

go me
i suppose
and tbh, i've realised how much i really really hate you. alot.
because you are
a
fucking
ugly
cunt
the end.

the amount of times i've heard in the last few months that i "could do so much better", and "what am i doing wasting my time with him" etcetc, and it's only just sunk in that i actually could do better? it didn't really occur to me before.
but at the same time i'm still sitting here like, "well if i could do better where the fuck is mr better?"

i'm sure he'll turn up soon
fingers crossed eh?